Thursday, February 2, 2012

The Day I Lost You

I'll never forget the day I lost you
it was unexpectedly out of the blue,
It's so true,
 the saying, "You never know what you got till it's gone."
Now you're gone,
and my heart breaks in every possible shatterable place,
You'll never know how much I will miss you,
Life will never be the same again,
those days we planned on having this amazing musical ministry band,
I can't believe it's truly over,
to the times we thought we'd travel to Romania,
They will never exist to be,
I try to smile and be happy,
but the passion is lost,
I trust that God knows what's best,
even though it's the hardest thing I will ever have to do at this moment,
It was though I thought I  could see clearly,
but I was completely blind,
I feel like I completely failed you in every possible way,
If I could rewind life,
I would and try again,
but the sad cold reality is,
I can't,
I was too late,
I was too late,
In the end, I guess we'll look back and see how God carried each of us through,
I just find it hard to see now,
tears flood my face as I try to understand,
but sometimes in life we are not meant to understand, simply trust in what we can't see,
I pray for every rich abundant blessing to grace your precious life.
I will always remember you and those priceless memories we shared.
You will forever be missed.
~Ruslana Evelyn

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